Rescue : Un-beleaguered and Un-frayed Since April Eight : Karma

i feel anxious, more like excited
un-beleaguered and un-frayed since April Eight
i seek aggravation
bustle and uproar i await
let it re-live unending for i will return to it without holding back

shall it be given back to me
unmindful of what others may whisper about
i want it back in my hands
despite the joy and karma it had once have me taste
i do not want it forgotten, nor thrown tom waste

i stand unsteadily
knowing why I did what I have done
without the tears
with all the labels they have named me
I have been watching, anticipating, waiting for your rescue

shall it be given back to me
unmindful of what others may whisper about
i want it back in my hands
despite the joy and karma it had once have me taste
i do not want it forgotten, nor thrown tom waste

I ask no question or doubt that you may not spare me a chance
the one and only, ours, and was never mine alone
I am certain where this shall lead me
I am. With or without you

But lost, still asking upon
I need you, and I am too stubborn to admit it
I have been watching, anticipating, waiting for your rescue

*if it's lousy, don't read. if you liked it, want you to know that i wrote this as 'reply' after reading Vinzi's song ("i want you back..")